bukan hanya sebuah privacy.

kau akan mengerti harganya privacy
waktu kau sangat menginginkan itu
kau akan menangis untuk mendapatkan sebuah privacy
ketika kau tidak mau org laen mengenalimu
ketika kau mau menjadikan dunia-mu rahasiamu
tpi kdg emg itu ngga mudah
btrima ksihlah kepada mereka
yg tidak membiarkan mu mempunya privacy yg sebenarnya adalah hak-mu
karena itu hanya menunjukkan mereka masih peduli kepada mu
mereka masih mau mencoba mengerti perasaanmu
adalah kekesalan yg amat sangat memang
ktika ap yg kau mau tak kau dapat
dan itu juga termasuk privacy mu

do you miss me as much as i miss you?

where did i go wrong
i lost a friend
somewhere along in the bitterness
i would have stayed up with you all night
if i had known how to save a life.

things we forgot at birth

There are moments in our lives when we find ourselves at a crossroads. Afraid, confused, without a road map. The choices we make in those moments can define the rest of our days. Of course, when faced with the unknown, most of us prefer to turn around and go back. But once in a while, people push on to something better. Something found just beyond the pain of going it alone, and just beyond the bravery and courage it takes to let someone in, or to give someone a second chance. Something beyond the quiet persistence of a dream. Because it's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are. And it's only when you're tested that you discover who you can be. The person you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work and faith and belief. And beyond heartache and fear of what lies ahead.

my very own roller coaster ride.

the fact is that i dont look away, and you dont know what to do. should you approach? will you be rejected? will i call the guard? or invite you for a coffee, perhaps?


I am to women : one wants to have all the joy, passion and adventure that life can give me. the other wants to be a slave of routine, to family life, to the things that can be planned and achieved. I'm a housewife and a prostitute, both of us living in the same body and doing battle with each other.

the meeting of these two women is a game with serious risks. A divine dance. when we meet, we are two divine energies, two universes colliding. If the meeting is not carried out with due reverence, one universe destroys the other.