hey do you ever feel like you really want to be alone? but then just when you are about to be alone you feel like you need to be with the crowd? then you decided that you are gonna be with the crowd for a little longer, which usually turns out to be an hour or so.

what do you love most about being in the crowd? is it the idea of being with everyone else? or does it make you feel like you are belong to a group? or is it because the laughters you get? or may be just because there are people who will laugh at your jokes? even if they are not even funny. at all.

then when you withdraw yourself to take a nap, you reflect back. oh no.you dont really reflect back. it just hit you that you should not have laughed so hard. because it feels like the calm before the storm?

does it even make any sense? or they are just too much of your cells brain that are unoccupied and thus they just make things up?

oh i guess i should take a nap or else these unoccupied cell brains of mine will make things up like mentioned above or anything worse than that.